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A few of my dreams are: 1. Dig up a hidden treasure, 2. Adventure in an unknown continent, 3. Cast a magic, 4. Make friends with a ghost or unseen creature, 5. Have a pet lion, 6. Live in a parallel fantasy world....
Unreachable? Impossible with common sense. Or rather insane am I? Maybe realistically will write some fantasy things as compensation in the future.
Though having those kinds of dreams does NOT seem to make any sense, I DO think that there are yet unknown and undiscovered existences and knowledge in our world. Because we are humans that are always under development, the world must be bigger and wider than we would grasp in our hands. For example, I am not too sure but I think I have read something like this: Some scientists may say that there is a possibility to "reverse even the time" if some theory on the universe is correct. The theory simply says that if the universe starts to shrink, the time reverses as well. How unimaginable!
Ah, there came up more than a a few of my dreams.
Unreachable? Impossible with common sense. Or rather insane am I? Maybe realistically will write some fantasy things as compensation in the future.
Though having those kinds of dreams does NOT seem to make any sense, I DO think that there are yet unknown and undiscovered existences and knowledge in our world. Because we are humans that are always under development, the world must be bigger and wider than we would grasp in our hands. For example, I am not too sure but I think I have read something like this: Some scientists may say that there is a possibility to "reverse even the time" if some theory on the universe is correct. The theory simply says that if the universe starts to shrink, the time reverses as well. How unimaginable!
Ah, there came up more than a a few of my dreams.
it is the question of me finding what i will do after my graduation. there may be so many options, while i am not skilful. basically two distinctive futures awaits me. 1) I work for savings and go abroad for volunteering or another paid work. 2. I am loaned more money and go abroad straightforwardly. then continue working.
arrrr, it's tough. the one who decides on this is not intelligent/wise persons but only me. no one else substitutes for yourself.
i am probably so bad because while i'm stuck at things like this, what i study is people in suffering. if you compare their pain with my feeling.... it only tells me "what makes you think over but not act?"
that's it! think globally act locally! go local. i'm not very sure, but i should go for local actions.
arrrr, it's tough. the one who decides on this is not intelligent/wise persons but only me. no one else substitutes for yourself.
i am probably so bad because while i'm stuck at things like this, what i study is people in suffering. if you compare their pain with my feeling.... it only tells me "what makes you think over but not act?"
that's it! think globally act locally! go local. i'm not very sure, but i should go for local actions.
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It's been a quite while! I came back to Japan and stay here temporarily for over 2 months. It's my summer holiday now and this time I have that much of time, so I am wondering what to do here.
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I will perhaps work. But I am not sure if the possibility is high for me in such bad economy.
Anyway, ganbaru zo---!
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It's been a quite while! I came back to Japan and stay here temporarily for over 2 months. It's my summer holiday now and this time I have that much of time, so I am wondering what to do here.
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I will perhaps work. But I am not sure if the possibility is high for me in such bad economy.
Anyway, ganbaru zo---!
I've got another vegetarian friend recently. That's really good because
I sure am becoming a vegetarian, though I don't know why. I suppose
that 60% of me is a vege already. I don't mind, apart from that it
costs a lot! I don't afford it. *sign* That means that you are most
likely to have to get supplements in order to avoid the lack of some
nutrition, probably some kind of protein contained in meat.
I can be an meat eater yet. However, I guess that I'm becoming a real vegetarian in mostly a few years. For the reason, I wanna learn how to cook vege food. So far I've only 2 friends to ask of it. More importantly, I'm worried about when I go back to Japan what my mum cooks.
Organic food sounds cool. Today I bought organic ground coffee for a plunger which I finally bought. Then I made a cup of coffee from it, which was excellent and what I really needed in order to reduce the stress from the papers.
Well, don't worry that I don't say, "Stop eating meat at once!" *haha* It'd be offensive, quite strong. I don't like that way and I eat meat but it's less than sometimes. In contrast, I am afraid to be a vegan. I can enjoy eating cheese and eggs. I do love Italian food. If they became like what I feel to meat, perhaps I wouldn't enojy eating... lol
Meat eaters can become more aggressive? This is one of the contraversial topics on vegetarianism. I don't know and give a hoot. People can be good at finding excuses hey. People are just people.
By the way, what's totally good is that the vege friend is helping me out. I respect her because despite her busy life she can offer help to others. Also I must say this: I don't know the reason, but people around me are all smart. I found it the other day that one of them is her. I have something I can do for her, which is still good to get me her support. ;)
Yeah I will have to send her an e-mail tonight or in the tomorrow morning with a dull toothache. *phew*
How do you say becoming a vegetarian with a word? Vegetarianisation? Anyways, things are getting better or not?
I can be an meat eater yet. However, I guess that I'm becoming a real vegetarian in mostly a few years. For the reason, I wanna learn how to cook vege food. So far I've only 2 friends to ask of it. More importantly, I'm worried about when I go back to Japan what my mum cooks.
Organic food sounds cool. Today I bought organic ground coffee for a plunger which I finally bought. Then I made a cup of coffee from it, which was excellent and what I really needed in order to reduce the stress from the papers.
Well, don't worry that I don't say, "Stop eating meat at once!" *haha* It'd be offensive, quite strong. I don't like that way and I eat meat but it's less than sometimes. In contrast, I am afraid to be a vegan. I can enjoy eating cheese and eggs. I do love Italian food. If they became like what I feel to meat, perhaps I wouldn't enojy eating... lol
Meat eaters can become more aggressive? This is one of the contraversial topics on vegetarianism. I don't know and give a hoot. People can be good at finding excuses hey. People are just people.
By the way, what's totally good is that the vege friend is helping me out. I respect her because despite her busy life she can offer help to others. Also I must say this: I don't know the reason, but people around me are all smart. I found it the other day that one of them is her. I have something I can do for her, which is still good to get me her support. ;)
Yeah I will have to send her an e-mail tonight or in the tomorrow morning with a dull toothache. *phew*
How do you say becoming a vegetarian with a word? Vegetarianisation? Anyways, things are getting better or not?
*for Spanish practice*
Soy estudiante.
Estoy en Brisbane, Australia.
Pero, quiero ir a Madrid para aprender español.
O me gustaría ir a Madagascar para el aprendizaje aprender malgache.
Si te preguntaran dónde te gustaría ir?
(I am a student. I am originally from Tokyo, Japan. I am in Brisbane, Australia. However, I would like to go to Madrid in order to learn Spanish. Or I would like to go to Madagascar for learning Malagasy. Where would you go?)
Soy estudiante.
Estoy en Brisbane, Australia.
Pero, quiero ir a Madrid para aprender español.
O me gustaría ir a Madagascar para el aprendizaje aprender malgache.
Si te preguntaran dónde te gustaría ir?
(I am a student. I am originally from Tokyo, Japan. I am in Brisbane, Australia. However, I would like to go to Madrid in order to learn Spanish. Or I would like to go to Madagascar for learning Malagasy. Where would you go?)
La niña no es alta, pero no chica tampoco pequeña. Ella tiene 11 años y vive en Tokio. Ademas, aprende japones e ingles. Ella es mucha muy bonita. Su padre es mi amigo. El es un poco feo gordo, pero no extraordinario demasiado. Por el contrario, es apuesto. El no aprende estudia japones porque se halba ya lo habla. El estudia que paz y conflicto. Así que me reuní con él.
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The girl is not tall but not small. She is 11 years old and lives in Tokyo. Also, she learns Japanese and English. She is very pretty. Her father is my friend. He is a little bit fat but not very much. In contrast, he is handsome. He does not learn Japanese because he speaks it. He studies peace and conflict. So he met me.
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The girl is not tall but not small. She is 11 years old and lives in Tokyo. Also, she learns Japanese and English. She is very pretty. Her father is my friend. He is a little bit fat but not very much. In contrast, he is handsome. He does not learn Japanese because he speaks it. He studies peace and conflict. So he met me.
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Oops, I didn't write a blog in English for a while, whilst I did a few in Japanese.
Well let me say about today when was the very end of the OPC - Oceania Peace Conference held the other day. It's because we together could finally have a drink meeting for celebrating the success. Yea there were many at the Centre. Wasn't it around 30 ppl? It sounds really many, though ppl came and went sometimes. Drink, eating, singing, performances, joking etc..
Till 11:30 at the centre... Wasn't that late my first time? Apart from that, what's interesting for me is that all ppl stayed till the end were Japanese and the like. This means I guess that people from Japan are not really industrious/serious but in fact fun-seekers/easygoing, despite that I believed. Other nationalities, including local people, came back home much eariler than us. Really. Ah, I should've remembered about the today's soccer game I heard of. This was probably part of why.
I really liked N's song for her hus. The song was the same that she sang for him at thier wedding. How romantic like that sweet made me feel melting. That three Malay girls' performance was excellent as well. Really like I saw and was touched that each of them, as they took turns, danced, sanged and played the piano one another, they might be able to do every artistic performance. I always feel this way but I am wondering of how artictic they are and how misterious coincidence that they are here together to study as the same university from one same country.
I would be continuing more and more. However, time limit doesn't allow me to do so. I can never say to others that this way is perfect. In contrast, I feel I will definitely be able to change myself this way and will show the change toward happiness to create and treasure others' values.
Well let me say about today when was the very end of the OPC - Oceania Peace Conference held the other day. It's because we together could finally have a drink meeting for celebrating the success. Yea there were many at the Centre. Wasn't it around 30 ppl? It sounds really many, though ppl came and went sometimes. Drink, eating, singing, performances, joking etc..
Till 11:30 at the centre... Wasn't that late my first time? Apart from that, what's interesting for me is that all ppl stayed till the end were Japanese and the like. This means I guess that people from Japan are not really industrious/serious but in fact fun-seekers/easygoing, despite that I believed. Other nationalities, including local people, came back home much eariler than us. Really. Ah, I should've remembered about the today's soccer game I heard of. This was probably part of why.
I really liked N's song for her hus. The song was the same that she sang for him at thier wedding. How romantic like that sweet made me feel melting. That three Malay girls' performance was excellent as well. Really like I saw and was touched that each of them, as they took turns, danced, sanged and played the piano one another, they might be able to do every artistic performance. I always feel this way but I am wondering of how artictic they are and how misterious coincidence that they are here together to study as the same university from one same country.
I would be continuing more and more. However, time limit doesn't allow me to do so. I can never say to others that this way is perfect. In contrast, I feel I will definitely be able to change myself this way and will show the change toward happiness to create and treasure others' values.
J-chan and I met up in the city today. That is why yesterday she just got the sufficient result of the IELTS test, which she was waiting with anxiety for a long time and we wanted to celebrate together=) We hadn't see for a while, while she was free. I was the one who was very busy. Phew.
It's interesting to mention about that ramen shop on George St. You know the shop which is a bit new, come up 1/2 years ago? The other day before the meeting, we were talking about the shop, so went there. It is good! For me actually very good. I had a miso ramen and she had a seafood ramen. Mine was very close enough to what I eat in Japan! Tasty.
Then what's funny is that she knew and was saying she was talking a lot and sometimes needed to listen to others but couldn't do so. Haha. For me it in turn comes to the reason why I feel her cozy though. Regarding this, she said exactly what I heard from L, which led me to think something. That was that she has once realised she knew a lot about her close friends, whilist she knew little about them because she talked and talked on the one hand but they didn't on the other hand. As a consequence, at that time she lost her belief in them like that she might've doubt if they were her friends. It was so shocking for her.
In contrast, for me I am bad at talking completely. Therefore, by listening to others I make/keep a relationship and don't talk much or sometimes insufficiently. That's why I know a lot about them but they seem not to know about me. It's also unbalanced in a different way. Well, that unbalance may make J and me close on the contrary.
What she called me her bestfriend made me happy! That sounds a bit embarrassing usually. However, hearing it from her sounded just great! Because I like her as much as she likes me? Otherwise, it's hard for me to say you're my bestfriend?
Well, after the meeting, we totally missed today's main event Riverfire that is the annual biggest event in Brisbane!
It's interesting to mention about that ramen shop on George St. You know the shop which is a bit new, come up 1/2 years ago? The other day before the meeting, we were talking about the shop, so went there. It is good! For me actually very good. I had a miso ramen and she had a seafood ramen. Mine was very close enough to what I eat in Japan! Tasty.
Then what's funny is that she knew and was saying she was talking a lot and sometimes needed to listen to others but couldn't do so. Haha. For me it in turn comes to the reason why I feel her cozy though. Regarding this, she said exactly what I heard from L, which led me to think something. That was that she has once realised she knew a lot about her close friends, whilist she knew little about them because she talked and talked on the one hand but they didn't on the other hand. As a consequence, at that time she lost her belief in them like that she might've doubt if they were her friends. It was so shocking for her.
In contrast, for me I am bad at talking completely. Therefore, by listening to others I make/keep a relationship and don't talk much or sometimes insufficiently. That's why I know a lot about them but they seem not to know about me. It's also unbalanced in a different way. Well, that unbalance may make J and me close on the contrary.
What she called me her bestfriend made me happy! That sounds a bit embarrassing usually. However, hearing it from her sounded just great! Because I like her as much as she likes me? Otherwise, it's hard for me to say you're my bestfriend?
Well, after the meeting, we totally missed today's main event Riverfire that is the annual biggest event in Brisbane!
My motivation for study is not fixed, which is a little bit a problem. I mean that why I am here is that I wanted. However, contradictorily I also have the feeling of which I wanna escape from studying or like I cannot simply do because it's too much for me. I'm from IT field and then here doing a mix of political and social sciences.
Perhaps, I'm missing something. Friends whom I feel cozy with? Yeah I'm too alone. Hm, well, something motivates me. I'm not energetic without knowing exactly why.
Now I see. While writing I've got why. It's not complicated. It's just like I like but can't. I have not taken one step. I have been afraid I'm not capable. I am not good at English and lack of knowledge. I'm illogical either.
In contrast, I should have known how many times I said 'Daijoubu (You're all right)' today. Nonetheless, my enemy is always myself. It's often difficult to say, "I'm gonna be all right" to myself. This is like I need friends who motivate/encourage me, right? My school life is not like many friends around me. Well, then This would be my first step, which requires great courage for me.
Perhaps, I'm missing something. Friends whom I feel cozy with? Yeah I'm too alone. Hm, well, something motivates me. I'm not energetic without knowing exactly why.
Now I see. While writing I've got why. It's not complicated. It's just like I like but can't. I have not taken one step. I have been afraid I'm not capable. I am not good at English and lack of knowledge. I'm illogical either.
In contrast, I should have known how many times I said 'Daijoubu (You're all right)' today. Nonetheless, my enemy is always myself. It's often difficult to say, "I'm gonna be all right" to myself. This is like I need friends who motivate/encourage me, right? My school life is not like many friends around me. Well, then This would be my first step, which requires great courage for me.
The day is coming.
It can be felt that I have been waiting for that for over 20 years.
As waiting time gets longer, expectation increases.
Just like this common feeling, my expectation for the day is immense. At the same time, while touching it, I cannot avoid being diffident. Yes, expectation can often be a foe or an adversary.
Apart from this current less confidence, my tendency is just being negative during a special period, such as when test are taken.
Then, the IELTS is on Saturday. I have seen fortunately that many friends and acquaintances encouraged me about this test whenever I spoke out about my anxiety or nervousness. My all classmates also did empower me as always. Therefore, my confidence seems to get increased. Of course, I am making efforts to some sort of regain my lost energy.
On the face of it, it is seemingly all right now. My negativeness is, however, always with me or within myself. I sense this truth. I think that I cannot eliminate it or rather alleviate it.
Part of myself is it. If this is the only fact. Only I should do is that I keep struggling and striving to the end of my goal.
Then, how? I guess that only friends can be supportive and helpful. My heart should be more open up and tell all what i worry about. To overcome the anxiety, but, for me, I guess, this openness sounds hypothetically more difficult than the transient source of suffering.
Anyways, be sure that I will do my best!!!
It can be felt that I have been waiting for that for over 20 years.
As waiting time gets longer, expectation increases.
Just like this common feeling, my expectation for the day is immense. At the same time, while touching it, I cannot avoid being diffident. Yes, expectation can often be a foe or an adversary.
Apart from this current less confidence, my tendency is just being negative during a special period, such as when test are taken.
Then, the IELTS is on Saturday. I have seen fortunately that many friends and acquaintances encouraged me about this test whenever I spoke out about my anxiety or nervousness. My all classmates also did empower me as always. Therefore, my confidence seems to get increased. Of course, I am making efforts to some sort of regain my lost energy.
On the face of it, it is seemingly all right now. My negativeness is, however, always with me or within myself. I sense this truth. I think that I cannot eliminate it or rather alleviate it.
Part of myself is it. If this is the only fact. Only I should do is that I keep struggling and striving to the end of my goal.
Then, how? I guess that only friends can be supportive and helpful. My heart should be more open up and tell all what i worry about. To overcome the anxiety, but, for me, I guess, this openness sounds hypothetically more difficult than the transient source of suffering.
Anyways, be sure that I will do my best!!!
